单词self-lacerating
It was Lowell who was the roaring, self-lacerating, tragic king of the poetry jungle.
而洛威尔恰恰是诗歌丛林中怒吼着、把自己刺痛得血淋淋的悲剧之王。
She is eager and ardent, but self- lacerating , unsure that she deserves love and sex.
她对感情热切渴望，但又自我折磨，不太肯定自己能获得他人的爱慕。